π It started with a window… and ended with a secret we still keep. I had just moved into our quiet neighborhood in Ohio, USA — where people mow their lawns on Sundays and smile at each other from across the street. Everything looked “perfect”… until one night I caught my husband staring through our bedroom window, fixated. “What are you watching?” I whispered. He jumped. “Nothing… just checking the blinds.” But curiosity killed me faster than guilt. I pulled the curtain slightly… and there she was — our new neighbor, in her early 30s, brown curls, gym shorts… and no bra. I should’ve been angry. But instead, something inside me switched on. That night, instead of fighting… we ended up in bed, hotter than we’d been in months. My mind kept going back to her. And the next day? I saw her smiling at me from across the lawn — like she knew. ⸻ π The Night That Changed Everything Two weeks later, she knocked. “Your husband left his package in front of our door,” she smirked. “But I ...
I M 26 I WAS ALWAYS OF THAT MINDSET THAT I WILL NOT DATE OR GOT ATTACH TO ANY TEMPORARY PERSON IN MY LIFE. DUE TO LONELINESS I GOT INTO A RELATIONSHIP WITH MY EX WHEN I WAS 25. FOR THE FIRST TIME I REALLY LOVED AND CARED FOR SOMEONE. WE WERE GOOD TOGETHER AND IT LASTED FOR AN YEAR. HE WANTED TO MARRY ME BUT MY FAMILY NEVER LIKED HIM SO HE DECIDED TO BREAK UP WITH ME AND GOT ENGAGED TO A VILLAGE GIRL BTW I AM HIGHLY EDUCATED AND DOING A GOOD JOB BUT SOMETIMES I FEEL WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME THAT HE LEFT ME WHY HE GAVE UP ON ME SO EARLY OR WAS HE USING ME.IF HE GENUINELY WANTED TO MARRY ME WE WOULD HAVE
TOGETHER FOUGHT WITH FAMILY FOR OUR LOVE, THERE ARE SO MANY THOUGHTS. IN LAST DAYS OF OUR RELATIONSHIP WE HAD A BIG FIGHT. I SAW TWO SIDES OF HIM ONE WAS SO GOOD AND THE OTHER ONE WAS LIKE I NEVER KNEW THIS PERSON. I FEEL WHAT IS LACKING IN ME THAT HE LEFT ME SO EASILY AND MOVED ON SO EASILY. HE SAID MANY TIMES FOR S**X BUT I USE TO DENY IT AS I AM OLD SCHOOL AND I WANT TO LOOSE MY V*RGINITY AFTER MARRIAGE. THOUGH WE MADE OUT 2 OR 3
TIMES AND I ALWAYS SAW HIS BEHAVIOUR GETS CHANGED AFTER WE DO IT. HE WAS THE FIRST GUY WHOM I KISSED HELD HANDS HUGGED AND DID MANY THINGS FIRST. HE ALWAYS MADE ME FEEL WORTHLESS THAT I M NOT ENOUGH, I M NOT GOOD AND WAS UNSUPPORTIVE. IT FEELS PATHETIC TO SEE HIM WITH SOMEONE ELSE AND THAT GIRL WILL GET EVERYTHING WHICH WAS MINE BEFORE. WORST THING IS HE WILL HAVE S**X WITH HER IT FEELS TERRIBLE TO IMAGINE HIM WITH SOMEONE ELSE.I M CONFUSED HOW TO MOVE ON.I DONT WANT TO GET MARRIED TO A WRONG GUY OR DATE A WRONG PERSON PLEASE HELP ME HOW TO OVERCOME THIS THOUGHTS
Comments
Post a Comment